Friday, September 26, 2008
bolly golly
had a loooong but fun day yesterday. helped out my cousin, nurul for her school project. had to become a "model" ( duno why me of all people. im fat can?) for her sch mag... theme: vogue india.
nurul & me
one of the many 'scenes'... at the indian jewellery shop
i look tall thanks to the torturous heels
after the shoot, we met my sister farah and headed off to selegie center to get my hari raya (eid) outfit at anaarkali & kucch. it's hot pink & gorgeous!
we then broke our fast at mackenzie rex followed by more shopping at PS.
terribly tired but extremely happy. thanks nurul & farah (sis) !
today: medical appointment & baking. busy busy!
Labels: eid, family, shop
Some things are better left unsaid 12:27 AM;
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
medusa
had my hair done at yusof sis' salon at joo chiat yesterday with the babes after much deliberation & a break (which we spent window shopping while waiting for his sis to arrive ). got it on a pretty good discount ( colour + treatment) decided on some ash blonde highlights as per sweets request (no chop chop! :P).. i was kindof a fussy customer but luckily his sister was patient enough to listen & attend to all my queries & change some of the bits that turned yellowish/orangey gold + with the treatment my locks feel sooo much better.pearly & me then headed off to sweets' stall after spending eons in the salon & he send me home on the big bike. miss those days. faster2 get one k sweets? the need for speed.. heh heh... *winks!*
Before (love sakinah ! )
During (very tina turner-ish)
i realised i have sOoooo much hair!
After
anyways, been thinking alot abt love & life in general. somehow it bugs me how more & more people have cheapen the true meaning of love by the way they value love. don't get me wrong. i'm nt dr love ( yes sweets, fana mcm paham, haha) but it's just my two cents worth. imo, why call it love or be in love if you are still vague who you really want to be with or be so elusive about things? maybe i have idealistic & quite traditional views on love. although happy endings can be quite a cliche, i still want something good to come out out it while im in it. get what i mean? if you love a person, love truly & faithfully, connect deeply & most importantly is trust. why be in a relationship just for show? for your own gains etc? or be in it due to fear or out of pity? hehe. ok now i really sound like dr phil. (not) but having been through alot i do have my expectations...let's not get too presumptuous shall we?
on the other hand, i'm glad we' re becoming more mature in handling our issues. makes me love him even more. let's be happy happy k sweets, insyaAllah♥
Labels: babes, hair, love, you
Some things are better left unsaid 8:39 PM;
Sunday, September 21, 2008
you live you learn
i've just realised i haven't been blogging much lately due to the flurry of tasks that i had to do & the pretty lousy mood i was in. felt a whole lot better now that i can finally take a breather. english mock test on monday was definitely a joke. sindhu & me couldn't help laughing the whole lesson. we were also quite annoyed with you-know-who sitting on the other side of the class who thinks he is the 'all-mighty' as the lecturer will seek his opinion each time and due to that most of us got low marks and even failed. irritant can?
mucking around while studying for maths. that's not my glasses. i've got perfect vision. pls.
maths test on weds was just an okay (hope i'd pass) test cos i tend to blank out on certain questions... never on good terms with numbers since i can remember... haha... seriously need to get a grip on that fana! after maths class, i rushed to yishun(thanks to sindhu & shereen for the ride), to attend a chinese/christian wake for the demise of my ex-colleague, surina's mum. my heart goes to you surina. it was my first time attending a wake. so i was practially gwaping at everything. i didn't know u had to tie a red string around ur wrist/finger to ward off bad luck. i find this very interesting and intriguing. we then paid respect to the deceased by walking around the coffin ( did glimpsed at her... freaky!). well after which, shiela, lynn & me did some catching up ( yes gossips and what nots). i realised that we do have our own Wisteria Lane here in S'pore! woohoots! shall not explain about that here though. shiela also told me something which truly made me see things in a new perspective. after hearing her woes abt married life, be it hers or others. she said : " why take life so hard fana? loosen up. there are much much more worse things happening out there." hmmmm... something that i should really work on...
i've finally handed in that bio assignment 1 on friday (was so happy la the dateline got extended). bio lab with shawn was pretty fun. i realised that im allergic to pollen as for 2 weeks in a row for each plant diversity lab i've been sneezing throughout the lesson. urgh!
after lab i went to meet hasini dahling after eons. miss her can? we were like women on a mission. her: dress for her upcoming birthday & me : bling-bling hoop earrings. we practically scoured the whole of town for those items, only managing to get the earrings. & us being girls, we didnt give up, mind u, at 8 pm we headed off to bugis to look for her dress. we managed to get one pretty flowered black dress. yay! we wanted to get this tube knitted black dress, but the shop owner had bad customer service. i mean, seriously? won't be worth paying or purchasing anything from there as there is no satisfaction having to put up with that kindof crap service. nonetheless, i truly enjoyed shopping with u babe, can't wait for our date next week okays?
saturday was spent with sweets after a week plus of not meeting him. finally had that 'talk' with him. after all nobody likes to be stuck in a vicious cycle nor be treated tt way. but lucky i'm that understanding. heard so many stories abt some people (shall not mention names) & seen how certain people behave as though their single although they are in a relationship or are already married. certain attached people still do things i.e. date other people or married men wanting to get to know people ( blatantly omitting their married status). They really shouldn't bite off more then what they can chew... which brings in the issue about trust & character of men. how far should ladies trust their men? i do trust my sweets but however, i do have that ounce of doubt. i'm human after all. if not how do i even feel jealous right? (in addition if i don't they might just exploit it). isn't life just so complex? being single is at times lonely but fun as u can date whoever you want, being attached has its ups & downs while being married is not a bed of roses either... so how?
finally, the long awaited recess week is here. got to catch up on my precious beauty sleep. but that seem abit hard to accomplish seeing that i've yet another list of things to do. need to get my hari raya clothes (wad color?), accessories (peepers? earrings? bangles?), bake, clean the house (yes people slavery on a term break!), doctor's appointment, hair appoinment (maybe), study for english test & start on my assignment on Bengal white tigers. bargh!
my sis did this. so cute la. the felidae family. which means cats.
good luck to sweets who's starting his attachment tomorrow!
i'll be loving you long time ♥
Labels: babes, life, school, you
Some things are better left unsaid 8:24 PM;
Friday, September 12, 2008
every you, every me.
people just love to test my patience.
yes, i am nice (i guess). i understand. i tolerate things to levels people don't nomally can. do whatever people ask me to cause i love to just see them happy cause adversely it does make me happy in more ways than one. but, sometimes, people just forget. become complacent and have complete disregard that i have feelings too. i do observe and know what's happening and know how things goes. maybe its me? i may be a wee tad slow/blur in deciphering things or lacking in my physical apperance or be even too emo...
decadence. i just cant say "no" to people.
however, atleast spare a thought for how i would feel sometimes, not all the time. not too much to ask rite?
am i good enough for you?
(pardon my erratic typing)
to make things worse, school is getting even more stressful with the amount of assignments and tests that are due pretty soon:
- Bio assignement 1 Invertebrates
- Bio assignment 2 Vertebrates
- Pet fern ( yes people i have 5 "Pet" ferns) assignement
- Maths test
- English test
- Maths e-learning assignment
a whole lot of things rite? basically no life for me i guess.
the pinnacle of all this?
AGD screwed up my pay!
i want:
- to be happy
- to go on beach dates
for now...
Labels: everything
Some things are better left unsaid 3:57 PM;
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
zoot suit.
today's entry shall be a tribute to my dearest irritant (very contradicting) brother, shaikh. he has been enlisted (finally!) for NS. Yes, he got one of the slackest but smarter looking groups, the Police. He looked pretty hilarious with his newly shaved head (it was quite badly shaved by each of his friends, sort of their going away activity for him). very david treguet looking, but of course david is way much hotter looking. i only managed to wake up and 'sahur' with him and slept back as i was so very tired from the long day i had on monday plus my outing with sweets.
Yes, ive finally get to spend some quality time with sweets ever since he opened his stall/shop at the bazaar. Hope to have more time with him. oh yes, people do support aite. he sells mouth watering burgers and yummylicious tidbits/drinks.
Stall's name: Bhai's burger. Location: Bazaar. Just behind tajong katong complex, the shop somewhere near the bus stop.
Don't you just love guys with goaties and the works? hotness!
Sweet's "new" haircut. neat but i still prefer his hair long.
Ok, back to the brother. my mum & sis send him off to the police academy at chua chu kang. basically the other end of Spore. "very hindustan" moment for them esp. the sis as she cried and snapped photos with him. haha. i should have been there to record it man! sis said that mum wanted to cry too but held back, but i knew deep inside she is. come on lah! her golden boy. one who gets candies and toys for just passing spelling in kindergarten (yes im jealous cos i didnt get any! hah). well, i hope NS will make my brother a more responsible young man. i will definitely miss having him around. faster2 come back k? love you shaikh!
Now for pics with Shaikh...
Labels: shaikh, you
Some things are better left unsaid 8:09 PM;
Saturday, September 6, 2008
the bittersweet end
all i want is you.
introducing the "cement girls"(yes, luvena came up with this name). d rare few that make going to school worthwhile despite that truckloads of assignments & projects (extremely stressful!). (of course inclusive of sakinah, farah & hedz dahlings. Love you all!
more birthday gatherings & chill sessions like these please.
Labels: babes, you
Some things are better left unsaid 3:08 PM;
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Updates!
Some things are better left unsaid 12:22 PM;
His hair then...
This is how he looks now... and for the next 2 years?
luvena...scandalous...haha
seven hrs of break & we cam whored.
bio trip to macritchie
Hanah's 21st & the yummylicious choc cake.
...and the wonderful people that ive missed.
post bio prac
pearly's 21st
