birthday girl & her fiance. 
taboo-ed.
twister-ed.
what i did for v dae is like any other normal day. so do NOT ask me to elaborate.
now is the term break which doesnt really feel like a term break at all minus the extra hours i get to sleep. i do have tonnes of assignments & revision to do before the term resumes. & MS word is pissing me off badly. crashed so many times causing me to keep retyping my reports. grrrr.... i so want to go out and have fun la.
on a side note, im at the point where im not sure what i really want in life. like everthing is such a drab or basically screwed up. school is so draining. and then there is tuition. which leaves very little time for myself to even rest probably some during the weekends.
i think i want some excitement. it has been really long someone did something special for me or i feel special for that matter. even to shop for myself is a luxury. i just want to be able to not feel perpetually sad all the time. to be able to not be/feel paranoid. i know, i have disappointed most of my friends by not being able to meet them or to just be there for them. i am terribly sorry ok?
so now i stop and maybe, think about me. what i really really REALLY want cos even the very simplest thing i want is so difficult for me to get.
