Only Sometimes

many apologies !

2010-10-28T12:02:00.002+08:00

I would love to update my blog real soon, dating back all the way from my sister's fabulous wedding. it is one of the craziest semester in school. on a side note, yours truly is VERY excited yet nervous for the upcoming awesome 1st weekend of November. watch this space pretty soon!

♥

♥ Quickies

2010-06-30T01:28:00.004+08:00

Some quick updates from the holidays that i spend lots of quality time with sweets ♥, family & friends (from most recent):

1. Boxing Championships in which sweet's friend, Harnavin, competed.

2. Linde Gas Family Day Outing (Sweet's workplace)

3. Knight & Day Premiere ( Free invites + Red carpet treatment for Ducati Hypermotard Riders. We felt truly like celebrities that day).

4. Impromptu yummylicious dinner with lovely belated birthday surprise from Hanah ♥ for both nurul & me.

5. Ikea Shopping trip. A place i frequent (either this or the wedding planner @ arab st plus loads of other shopping trips) this hols thanks to my sis. It is NOT easy nor cheap having a wedding AND revamping the house especially my room. More $$ pleaseeee !

6. Movie date with lovelies (hedzlynn, we missed you chooo much!)

7. Mummy's Birthday ♥

Next update will probably be after the wedding and IF i have time in between my practicum which starts next week. So, it's back to being Miss Farhana for 5 weeks.

Well, to my obsessed reader, it does NOT bother me two hoots what you think cause seriously only losers retorts in such a way and nobody believes your little pathethic lies/stories. Most importantly, I'm happy with what I've got in life especially sweets ♥, family and lovelies.

That, truly matters. ♥

♥

Belated

2010-06-02T01:28:00.000+08:00

** note: blogger is being a bitch, once published, fonts are either too big or small or things get misaligned. my apologies! **

on turning 24, with 4 separate celebrations:

with friends
family
sweet's family & friends
sweets

i feel sooo loved by all of you. many thanks,♥, kisses and hugs!!

Part i, with lovelies:

hedz mummy baked this. Thanks aunty! the lovelies decorated it too. gorgeous!

not so boho, boho-themed party. Thank you dahlings!

Part ii, with family:

mummy is chooo cute!

yummy dinner at manhattan.

yes, they just had to sabo me, by asking the staff to sing me a birthday song.

Part iii, with sweets' family & friends:

lil bf is so sweet to get me (with his own money) a pendant with a small bling as well as making his own card. awwww!

waiting for zaherah to watch shrek.

with mami & zaherah while waiting for the boys...

just like his bhaiya!

those who were early.

yes, he got his revenge and sabo-ed me. satisfied ha?

post sabo, dinner at kgc.

Part iv, with sweets:

had dinner at bali thai (ion's) after catching hindi movie (baadmash company, not bad).

editted (duh!)

Other random outings/long due-d pictures:

Wan's birthday:

sakinah's birthday:

yummy seafood at ecp. farah's a virgin to that place!

with the birthday girl.

guess that's about it for now... i'm still waiting for the lovelies to upload karaoke pictures or any others that i've missed.

anyways, digressing a bit so that i can address an important issue. Unnecessary waste of time and blog space, but hell i'm entitled to my own opinion and to uphold what is right (since I know some people are just so super nosey and damn free!)

I cannot stand people who act like a know it all lil tart. all hoity toity. tsk damn irritating!
It is so freaking obvious you are envious of me and love to follow every damn thing i have, say or do. i AM flattered in a way. haha!
I will not entertain people who misuse my name just for your own gain ( i've got credible evidence and don't just make mindless assumptions. muahaha! ) and those who simply hurt me, hence i loose faith and trust in you (i WILL delete/block you and will no longer answer your calls, messages or texts. So STOP harassing me. You are just wasting your time and being a two faced woman by acting nice, after mind you, bitching about me somewhere else. so not classy woman.)
i do not like to be involved in people's stupid dramas, it is none of my business and i do not like to waste my precious time. UNLESS, yes, MY name is being used for NOTHING & people make rude and false accusations or comments about ME. so woman, get your facts right. If I DON'T disturb your life, do NOT disturb mine.
Do NOT judge people, when you yourself, is not a perfect person. face the fact, people do know things about you one way or another. It all just reeks of desperation and making yourself look even more sad. I, for once, never claimed to be better than anyone else.
Whatever happens in MY relationship, is between my boyfriend and me. NONE of your concern to stick your snooty nose in and make comments. i do NOT appreciate it.
if you have a problem with anything, please have the guts to say it directly to me. Thankyouverymuch!

till then. back to helping my sister organize her wedding (it's drawing near!), working part time for the holidays, outings with lovely people etc.

♥

trying to keep the faith.

♥

2010-04-30T12:14:00.000+08:00

so exams are over like finally. it's may tomorrow. however, im not looking forward to getting older. besides it's not worth getting psyched abt after so many years of____. Pleasantly surprise me anyone? anyway, major events would be my sis' wedding and practicum in july.

on another note, i dont know whether to shut down this blog after so long. Actually, I DON'T REALLY CARE if everyone or no one reads it. But with fb and twitter, isn't it sufficient? it has indeed been a very dear little sort of diary for me. we shall see how this year.

sometimes, i get envious of people with big concrete plans. at least they have some sort of a goal to work really hard for. i HATE being aimless or have nothing worth looking forward or working hard for. im driven like that. it irks/annoys me (ok a whole lot) when people think anything or everything they do or say, i'm ok with it just cause i say (or seems to appear) it is. in actual fact it took me intense self control to NOT scream, cry, slap you, walk off nor lose my sanity. please for god's sake, spare a thought before doing or saying anything if i meant anything to you sometimes.

the only problem is, now, to follow the heart or the head?

♥

twentyfourth

2010-03-14T18:54:00.000+08:00

♥ Happy birthday sweets! ♥

loveyouloadsandmuch.

His new red hot sexy ride, a ducati hypermotard. loving it!

Mini celebration with DJV + WAGs

lovely movie date...

my princess mizzy

my princess puss

went to aza/shida's baby shower... after which we went to his friend's place who have such beautiful kitties!

night out with the siblings, future brother in law

lovely date... the beach boats & sunset

Random picture taken by my brother with me donning his ray bans

digressing a little... the truth hurts but a lie is even worse. so i really hope people are more careful about who they trust. they should also be more tactful with their actions.

that being said, i'm so looking forward to more lovely moments with sweets and loved ones... till then back to more school work.

♥

♥ ek !

2010-02-11T18:32:00.000+08:00

pardon me, it took me THAT long to finally post something for this year. yes, sch is that crazy with 2 early mornings and 2 long days. but hey im not complaining since ive finally gotten an off day. this year would definitely be an exciting year, full of anticipated events & i also hope i am able to get through this year with all the changes & sudden realisations (of people) in one piece. as long i have sweets, family & the very few people tt i would actually call friends with me, i am contented.

♥ hello 2010! ♥

p/s: happy chinese new year in advance to my lovely chinese friends! happy birthday to sakinah!♥

p/p/s: yes, i am annoyed/ pissed at people who copy me, are fake, delusional or very selfish. very loser -ish ha u people. grow up & get a life, thank you very much.

♥

date to Sentosa & the IR:

One of the bio pracs (photos credits to luvena)

day out with siblings & soon to be brother in law to somerset & kite flying at the waterfront:

dinner at manhattan fish market, PS:

The Merchants of Bollywood musical at the Esplanade♥

Bhaiya's (shakur) 8th birthday:

New year's eve & brother's birthday:

Random outing to town:

♥

making up...visually.

2009-12-30T00:35:00.000+08:00

having so much fun during the hols but sadly left with two weeks... dreads the new semester... anyways, updates!

halim & effa's wedding (it is definitely the getting hitch season):

LOVE the swing and flower decorations

all of us at the bride's side.

with my favourite twins.

us ladies at groom's side.

random outings...

attempt at having bangs... looked so round and it is kindof annoying.

love him in specs. hot!

Lu & hedz's birthday...

i miss my long fringe, long hair and all... hopes it grows real quick and super long (one of my new year's resolutions)

on a side note: sometimes, being imitated, is indeed a form of flattery. don't you think?

♥ i think i have fallen in love all over again with sweets ♥

Zoo-ification.

2009-12-02T13:06:00.000+08:00

such an amx title (need to get over this). oh wells. but it does not beat the exciting trip i had to the zoo last sunday. the last time i went there like during kindergarten and had since yearn to go there. thanks to sweets who treated all of us (his mum, shakur-for doing well in his exams and of course me) for the trip there. it was awesome. from the animals to the water park. but most of all it's the quality time spent with them especially sweets.♥

upon arrival.excited us.

third fav animal there: pinkish flamingos!

look at shakur's face. haha classic!

us at the water park.

he didnt want to stop playing there. it was that fun. wished i was a kid man. sighs.

MOST favourite animal: the white tiger. so majestic. second would be the lions.

feeding the kangaroos. it's like feeding cats but with teeth. tickly plus gross thanks to the saliva.

taking pics with them kangaroos as though we are in australia. tsk tsk.

bhaiya all zonked out in the bus trip home. i puked in the train thanks to the migraine i got from the sweltering heat.

other random outings:

watching hindi movie, jail, at the newly revamped rex theatre. the place is not that bad.

at nasrin's.

till then...

♥

like finally!

2009-11-23T20:33:00.000+08:00

ohmygod. such a long hiatus from blogging. i cant believe i last updated my blog during the fasting month. school was THAT crazy. i think it's best to update via pictures as to what have happened during that period. (this is going to be damn long entry).

viewing this year's christmas lights at town with mummy dearest:

i think my bro put on weight.

evening out to the airport...

what i love most of make ups: gloss!

Sweets D&D at Goodwood Park Hotel♥

our second year annieversary & my first blue tiffany box from sweets!♥

my handsome sweets.

Other random outings/events...

ad shot.

darah movie outing.

Aziz's birthday.

shida's tummy was huge. cant believe we just attended their wedding not long ago. my other poly friend is also expecting her first child and i only attended her wedding last august. fast or what?!

Pearly's Birthday.

i love this pic. very kimmie looking and it's with my most fav person in school.

random friday at school. long breaks. what better to do than taking loads of pictures?

biochemistry lab. very long interval times.

your friendly fatimah rockers. hell yeah.

SS trip on an early saturday morning.

eid 09

Happy birthday wishes to all those ive not allocated special shoutouts to: PEARLY, HEDZ, FARAH and LU.

That pretty much sums the semester up. it has indeed been one hell of a ride. ive learnt and experience so much things that basically made me have a wiser look at things and people. maybe i have different priorities in life than others. cause what happens in it only i know and am going through it. i am definitely not here to please every single one. so if they do not like me, it is fine with me. no point anymore being stressed out about it as it is pointless. as it is, everyone is different, have their own flaws and eccentricities so live with it. it is just a matter of whether they realise it or not.

this semester was also pretty hectic and tough for me. just hope to clear it. and please for the love of god, i wish my school will give me a much better timetable next year. yes, WISH. with off days included.

im sure to cherish every moment of this hols by sleeping more, have more dates with sweets, catch up on people ive missed and neglected...birthdays and what nots.

oh & try clear my to do list and get things i so need.

otherwise, for now, im pretty much contented with my life that revolves around sweets, my family and those out there who know who they are.

in anticipation of much sweeter times ahead.

♥

late, but worth the wait.

2009-08-24T00:38:00.000+08:00

Happy fasting to all muslims!

two weeks have passed since the dreaded new school term started. omg. there is maths AGAIN (Biostatistics) and i am NOT happy about it. Other modules have equally heavy workloads. sighs. hope i can pull through this sem besides other issues that are intensifying lately. other than being cooped up in sch and giving tuition, i managed to do some fun stuff over the 2 weeks. for starters, i went to the national history museum with sweets for the first time (it is FREE and a requirement for SS module). damn high tech the place. with this individual mobile device that acts as your tour guide. overall, i think the museum is quite nicely done up and quite hip for all.

i think geylang raya bazaar is getting extra damn boring. like every year. same shit just different year. nothing dat enticing apart from the food. and it's so stuffy and hot there, i was damn happy i brought my tai2 fan. den one irritant minah said: "whoa go bazaar bring fan one eh?" wads her freaking problem man? atleast im smart enough to keep myself less sweaty and i did NOT ask YOU to fan me. get a life la brainless minahs. damn annoying.

moving on.. last weekend, i did modelling for the first time. yes this shorty fana. well... it was all to help shasha as she was co-organising the fair: "Salaam India " that showcases all retailers frm India. their goods were all damn nice. i had to force myself from shopping at all those lovely clothes, bangles, earrings booths etc. there's also shows from dance groups, bhangra and performances from cute lil kids and special appearances by some vasantham stars. for the fashion show, we had rehearsals for abt like 3 times. most of us were first timers( divya, mushkan and me) apart from pros like shasha & efa. the makeup & hair was nicely done by the indian make up artist which i totally didnt get her name. sorry ya! and the sarees and anarkali were so beautiful( manoshees sarees and anaarkali & kuch). it was pretty nerve wrecking doing the catwalk that had a little dance to it towards the end and i think i sucked at dancing but oh wells. there was also this indian man who pisses the shit out of me by taking so many pics at every instant. urgh even at the MRT. lucky sweets' mum was gungho enough to yell and threaten him. i just love the experience and to be able to play dress up. super fun! back to the mundane & stressful life. hope to watch more movies and get better hold of issues at hand.

p/s: for the love of God, i wish YOU will put in some effort.

♥pleasures are desires fulfilled. ♥

pictures from the show. more at fb.

with efa. the food was not bad at all.

first outfit. turqoise, gold embelished saree.

during the first catwalk, day one.

i had my share of my cinderella moments with my wicked step sister. who, mind you kindly put on my towering heels for me with very little fuss. thanks farah!

with shasha & mami (sweets' mum)

from left, efa, mushkan, janifer, divya, shasha & me.

2nd outfit. black saree with gold embelishements. my sis bought it. haha!

2nd day, gold anarkali. cute design and handwork.

2nd catwalk.

with the organisers. maliq and shasha.

♥

2009-08-10T17:36:00.001+08:00

FUCKING PISSED WITH ALL THESE BULLSHIT.

till we meet again.

2009-08-10T01:11:00.000+08:00

it was ana's wedding today. she is the second to marry apart from uncle from my poly class. it was damn far( yishun) and also damn damn damn HOT. everyone was roasted. but atleast she looked radiant and happy. congrats babe! it was also a reunion of sorts for my class. ok apart from psychotic din. i hope he doesnt stalk my blog and have another outburst later. shudders at the thought. so another one down.

i can't believe hols is going to be over in a day's time. so not looking forward to the new term. urgh!

♥

everything i've ever wanted.

2009-08-06T00:37:00.000+08:00

good food & even better company makes my day.

♥♥♥ all of you.

* pearly and lu. we missed you lovelies lots!

** in love, one must learn to accept the negatives. but just don't go overboard. heh.

♥

ramblings.

2009-08-03T01:30:00.000+08:00

this is seriously killing me, especially since, among other factors, i dont know where it's going.

date weekend

2009-08-02T12:59:00.000+08:00

movie marathon indeed today. was really in luck when i get to watch not only one but 2 movies. first was ice age movie. kindof outdated but hey it was free thanks to sweets' company. it was really funny la. managed to cheer me about after someone pissed me off. after some little shopping at vivo we headed to town to shop abit more. we then moved off to shaw centre at bugis to watch the new hindi movie, love aaj kal. very moving and romantic. it feels so good that hols are now here. although for a week. looking forward to more wedding shopping (sis'), meet ups with the lovelies and sweets.

"I wish i could tie you up in my shoes, Make you feel unpretty too, I was told I was beautiful, But what does that mean to you?"

♥

watch this space

2009-08-01T00:26:00.000+08:00

it's been more then a month plus plus PLUS since i last update. practicum practically drained the whole lot of energy from me and finally today it's over! no more damn early mornings (5 am) or late afternoons stoning in staffroom when i dont have any classes.
BUT

the kids were damn cute and i already have my own fan club there (as said by a few teachers there). think mini notes, posters and litle trinkets.

They have such happening PE lessons (ballet and teakwondo for example) and are really adorable. we had ACE day (their day for CCAs) and one of them was missing the shoes or one had two right side of the shoes. damn cute or what. and oh they look damn cute during racial harmony when they get to play dress up.

damn tired. will have an early nite since it's ♥date ♥weekend.

assurances. i need it.

♥

updates schmadates

2009-06-16T01:21:00.000+08:00

sorry for the lack of updates as my net connection has been a bitch lately. tsk! damn annoying!
what have i been up to: random outings with sweets e.g. swimming (sengkang pool rocks), movies, slacking at his place , makaning....

during the weekend, i decided to get for myself something nice for a change. so i splurge on this...

welcome the newest edition to my lovelies... my hot red baby...

but today, i saw another nice one, different model... nice rite... sighs...

after mobile shopping, we went to watch drag me to hell with sweets. alot of shocking scenes and d old lady was damn gross with her mucus. eeks! but too much talking la till sweets fell aslp and the ending was predictable.

on a side note it's pretty annoying that i can't seem to get decent hours of sleep. annoying insomnia. and it shows. check out my dark rings in upcoming pics. urgh.

anyways, gd luck sweets with the job hunting & interviews.

saturday was spent present hunting for yana at vivo and raffles city. it was truly a fat weekend. had so much food from mixed malay rice to dim sums with my siblings and jamal. we wanted go dempsey rd bt it was so damn packed. annoying. hope this week wont be tt bad since he has more part time work and hope lovelies could make it for our date.

i'm envious of those of you who get to jet set to fancy holidays overseas while i'm still stuck in boring plain sg. pack me in your suitcases will you? heck even jb can. haha.

and i wished the bayshore cat killers will be caught. another group of people that ought to be sent to burn in the deepest levels of hell for damnation forever. tsk! be kind to animals please! (especially cats!)

till then

♥

23 on 23rd

2009-05-27T23:34:00.000+08:00

(updated)

*super long entry with a gazillion pics (more at fb)*

so, it was not so bad after all turning 23. had 3 celebrations.

Part one:

mini get together at home witht the family with yummy all kinds of berries cake from swensens. My sis and mum got me this lovely kate spade wallet. it was initially green (one of my favourite colors) but i had it swapped for this hot pink. my dad gave me a small vial of perfume, hp charm & bracelet. last but not least my cousin, who gave me this lovely bolly-like earrings & pretty sequinned tote.

Part two:

day out with sweets & random meet up with his pals. we had a very yummy but mouth burning lunch at secret recipe. hopeless indian tongue i have. cannot stand v spicy things no more alr. sad. he then had to sabo me by getting me a cake with a candle. paiseh la. so old alr! we then watched night at the museum in which imo was damn hilarious. after that we headed off to C.quay for a walk. love the lights there. finally, we ended the day by meeting his friends for some drinks & sheesha at nasrin at arab st.

so paiseh with my lighted cake.

yummy thai fried rice. see that green drink on the left. it is so vile! please dont ever drink that if u go to secret recipe. pui!

love the lights at c.quay.

his idea to snapped this pic here. vain ha!

at nasrin's

on the way home. so like mars attack man the two of us.

Part three:

lovely belated celebration with the lovelies. we had to wait for hedz to return to spore from her trip to aust hence it was a few days later. however, sakinah came down with bad food poisoning and couldnt make it. really wished u were there babe. anyways, i was blindfolded, yes all the way from orchard mrt to a place somewhere near forum there. omg, so embrassing. locals and tourist prolly thought i was some freak which had a bandana as a blindfold walking along orchard. and mind you, the bandana totally matches the color of my dress. even the people in the life commented: "special day huh? haha have fun!" paiseh can but fun la. when can one ever get to do such things on a normal day? i never felt soooo helpless without my vision. but along the way, i could hear music. sort of a giveaway to where my lovely & patient guides, hedz & ross, were leading me to. after i entred & had my blindfolds removed, i was surprised by the rest of the lovelies with my lighted bdae cake. it was a karaoke room la. we then sang a trillion songs and boogied. they even sang this weird sounding bdae song la for me. after like 3-4 hours karaoking we headed off to sakura at far east plaza for our very late lunch. they got me superbly lovely pressies too: anna sui lipgloss ring, new summer frangrance from lanvin which i could not stop smelling and fell in love with that i'm so going to get a big bottle of as well as this pretty flowery top from f21. they know me well la. im honestly so touched. love you babes! muacks muacks!

blindfolded. matching huh?

the yummy cake from bakerzinn. it had like macaroons on it. but abit hard and bitter. tink sabby's bf makes way much nicer ones!

love the smell!

the ring...

and the top!

huge thank you's to all who made my turning 23 , a pleasant & lovely moment! kisses and hugs to all of you.

Other random outings:

1) Redbull X fighters motocross. hot bikes and extra hot bikers doing cool stunts.

some top which really reminds me of school uniforms cos of its material.

i tink i look like a praying mantis here.

having supper with jamal & farah.

tired already after a hot sweaty day out. see my plastered hair and prata face.

2) late lunch at pizza hut at marina sq with sweets. wasn't exactly happy that day. hence the grumpy face.

on a sidenote:

any cure for insomnia and insecurities anyone?

♥

to be noted.

2009-05-14T02:12:00.000+08:00

i am freaking tired of being nice. no point at all.

and what i want for my coming birthday is
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nothing.

because i do not look forward to anything at all anymore.

randomness

2009-05-09T02:15:00.000+08:00

this suddent thought occurred to me (although it is a wedding vow, it sure does means alot):

" through better or worse, through health and sickness, till death do us apart"

will it stand?

on a sidenote,

♥ thanks sweets for the very very pretty surprise ♥

♥

starry eyed. not.

2009-05-07T01:41:00.000+08:00

foremost, i'm so so SO sorry my lovely NIE babes for not following you guys to the very much anticipated JB trip. my paranoia about safety amongst other reasons. but i hope you babes had fun and makan-ed all those lovely food. next time okay?

finally had a date with nazerah after sooooo long. we decided to head off to orchard after much contemplation. you see, she wanted to catch those bollywood actors filming but we were not sure where they were exactly so we randomly picked town as we so do not want to camp at their hotel (not that very fanatic). yup, we DO know where they were staying thanks to sweets who works part time at the hotel.

can you believe our luck when we actually bumped into one of them, katrina kaif to be exact, in dorothy perkins store at wisma atria. she wore simple slack clothes and looks pretty sans make up but people, she is indeed very stuck up. here's how our short conversation went:

Nazerah: excuse me, do you mind if we take a picture?

Katrina: yea. ok. (with very disinterested tone and facial expression. it was if she was silently saying, 'Do i have to to do this? sighs')

seriously, you know u are a well known celebrity, a very pretty one to boot, but hey, what's with the stinking attitude? no effort to make conversation nor even smile genuinely. once u are a celebrity, like it or not, your life would mostly somewhat be under scrutiny. thus, taking photos, with the public is something you are expected to do. and sincerely at that. tsk tsk. maybe she has a bout of depression or something looking so forlorn shopping alone. poor little rich famous girl.

katrina aside. we managed to window shopped alot. saw soooo many oh-so-pretty dresses at zara, dorothy perkin's etc but we finally settled for a dress each at far east plaza. for a steal at $28 each. clearance sale la. it is INSANE the amount of dresses i have but once i get my kachings next week, i'm so going to get more of them at all those stores that i have 'bookmarked'. haha. and also do my horrendous hair.

disgressing a little...

miss spending time with sweets. poor little thing works part time and have long shifts to earn some kachings too. it's ok, i understand. just hope for your off days.

same person. different places...

earlier in the day... sweets saw lonely katrina sitting alone on the pavement...

so he decided to act/be by her side... (rolls eyes)

Supporting actor (rolls eyes yet again, surely pop out soon man) & actor (akshay kumar)

nazerah & katrina at DP.

katrina & me at dp. man, im so short. sighs.

us with sameera reddy (idk how to spell her name)

more pics at fb. till then.

♥

one by one.

2009-04-27T01:25:00.000+08:00

it's soooo damn warm nowdays. just had a shower so whilst waiting for my hair to dry (which always takes forever) ive decided to blog. had a super loooooong day today. attended aza & shida's wedding at both woodlands and jurong east. damn far can. we left the east at around 11 plus in the morning to head off first to aza's place at j.east as sweets had to take part in the escort of the bridal car which is so not my thing nor his. but it was one of his closest friends, so oh wells. after makan, we left for shida's place at wldnds. sweets was the lead rider. feel kindof proud la. in total we made 2 trips to j east and another 2 to wldnds. and i have to say riding with a punjabi suit with super tight pants and wedges is such a killer.

the food was superbly nice at the girl's side and mediocre at the guy's. the decorations wasn't tt pretty bad either. but the most yummilicious was the wedding cake. love love LOVE sugar icing. tsk tsk my sweet tooth sure going kill me someday.

congrats aza & shida.

on a sidenote... it's pretty overwhelming to see each one of the people around you getting married/engaged one by one (lifted off harper's island promo heh heh). and people always ask when's your turn. sometimes i want to settle down. have that freedom, spend most of my time with the hubby, cater to his needs and have beautiful babies. but then again, i do want achieve most things in life like for instance get my bachelors' (2 more years to go), be stable financially etc etc. most importantly, get to know the person i intent to marry more indepth as i'm going to spend my whole lifetime with him.

okays, think i yakked a wee lil too much. so here are the pics:

LOVE this picture. woots!

tink i looked evil here. eeks!

pretty yummylicious cake.

in traditional costume. omg i'm as high as the chair. sighs.

lovely picture of us. check out all their poses.

♥

if you were there, beware!

2009-04-25T00:09:00.000+08:00

exams are over. woooots! happyness. no more late nights. no heck that sleepless nites and zero food intake. some papers were ok and one was quite tough. just hope to clear them.

so to start off the hols was a shopping trip with kinah love yesterday. so many weird people at orchard la. ang moh snapping our pic and some irritating mats like stalking us. damn annoying.

then went off to the hospital (again) to visit my grandma. prior to my first paper, my brother was also admitted due to a bike accident. think hopsitals are like my second home already. oh wells.

have you been shopping with a group of guys? omg. much much worse then us girls. there's the bickering. there's the fussing over whether things look matchy or not. and there this videorecoding of their friend changing in the changing rooms. damn funny la.

posting for practicum is out. i got the same school yet again. boring la. i need a change. like mixed school or something (yup i got a girls' school). haiz. another 5 weeks of stoning come late june. so not looking forward to that.

so people, now that i have 3 months of hols, do come and excite/kacau/disturb me. plan plan plan!

on a random note:

sometimes i do not know what i have gotten myself into. whether this is wad i really want.

♥

bloody mess. so un-glam.

2009-04-09T23:13:00.000+08:00

after so long (since sec 1), i got hospitalised again. this time for an op for my arm lump (abscess). it has been bugging me for a few days. so on monday i decided to consult my gp for it but instead was referred to the A&E for emergency op as it was that big. lucky i had sweets to sent me there and waited till i was all settled in my bed with drips attached. the doctor really sucked at her venepuncture skills. when the nurses did it for me for the second time, there was NO blood at all. pro-ness.

before. looked somewhat okay although my drip is killing me due to the blood backflow.

but then the irritating hosp delayed my op. my father got so pissed and made a big fuss. and few minutes later, i was due for op. it IS scary. from the moment i put on the op gown. yes almost naked man. til they pushed me into the op theater. i was then given the anaesthsia via inhalation. i was gone by 2-3 secs. when i woke up i realised how exposed i was. my gown became a tube top. and i was breathless and in so much pain not to mention the low bp. i was promptly given a nab and some morphine via IV.

i was so relieved (although i cried, yet again) to see my mum n his face as i was pushed out of the op theater. i tot i'd never make it. haha very hindustan i know. all in all i had been poked 3 times on my left arm. damn pain. and there this hole in my arm. which i have to go for dressing every single day for 2 weeks. and each session is a torture. but oh wells. on a good note, i've lost some weight. weee!

post op. groggy.woozy. thanks eh sweets for putting the cat & snapping this unglam pic.

a huge thank you (with much love, kisses and what nots) to:

Sweets. saw a side of him i never did. he was there always. be it to help me get admitted. stay on the nite. get my favorite things, toiletries and cravings (even arranging with his friends to get my masala thosai), wiped my tears through each painful procedure. endure my father and made me laugh when i get so worked up as well as being patient when i got sooo difficult. he was soo tired each day, with the lack of sleep. poor lil thing. thanks for EVERYTHING. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

my mum, dad, sis & brother, yana. family love.

mami for getting me lovely yummy things and staying till late. my lil bf. he was so excited la. first trip to hospital.

Ab, shasha & haron. for getting me thosai, fruits and milk. and making it all fun to sneak out till late at nite in a wheelchair with my drip.

Ana ( for helping me get into my op gown, got me a cute lil cat stuffed toy cos i missed my mizzy, the yummy tarts, lipgloss and staying till i am all ok after the op). hearts you mama!

meet lil sweets.

wan, for coming although he had night shift after that.

my aunts and uncles for coming to visit me.

for my NIE babes/friends ( sakinah, farah, hedz,luvena, pearly, nadziah and rahzee) for helping me thru the school admin stuff as well as your texts of concern and comfort. much much kisses too.

others too who had texted me but ive yet to list your names down. hugs you too.

ok done with my grammy speech. so now back to more sleep and school stuff.

p/s: hope u guys are not grossed out by the pics. much more will be uploaded once i get them from sweets.

♥

of love-hate relationships.

2009-03-30T21:09:00.000+08:00

Luvena is damn evil!

she tortured me during our project meet ups. no, heck that. most times. she made me become a pig. psycho-ed me to eat damn alot. today for instance, i had:

ultimately gross chicken cutlet rice that i could not finish. eek! damn vile.
teh-peng (sedap. can drink everyday and get diabetes. yay.)
Choc truffle cake
lasagne

she even blamed me for being too hyper thanks to the cheese from the lasagne and tried to make me feel better, saying that i have lost weight. rite.please refrain me from going library cafe to do proj can . esp with luvena who can bewitched u everytime while she escapes the extra carbo.

but i still love you k dahling. u noe, i noe. *winks*

second presentation down. many many assignments to go. and then exams. damn damn stressed.

not only that, some issue really damn pissing me off. but just have to bear with it. will just see how it goes.

one last chance.

♥

2009-03-25T23:46:00.001+08:00

so sad, what love would make you do.

twenty 3

2009-03-13T15:00:00.000+08:00

♥ Happy 23rd birthday Sweets! ♥

Sweets finally turned 23 (he got early pressies). lucky man had 3 celebrations! the first was organised by me. the mastermind to sabo him with the help of his friends. thanks guys! told you one way or another i will get you first sweets. hehehe.. it was pretty hard to keep it a surprise. he looked definitely a sight all covered in egg and flour esp as we headed off to nasrin for the makan. lucky fana brought a top for him. although the day started off pretty well, it ended off on a bad note thanks to someone. really, such woman ought to be banished to the innermost depths of hell. damn spoil my day and ___. tsk! yea, i do NOT like you.

the next day we had a mini celebration with his schoolmates at sentosa. too bad i cant swim thanks to my fever and i do NOT want to get burnt again. his friends smeared choc cake all over him. even me also kena. darn.

i think this picture is damn funny. we both looked like POW. except me more glam looking. haha.

the third was at a chalet booked by his family to celebrate 3 birthdays: his auntie, niece and him. yet again, he kena sabo-ed for the third time. eggs, flour, all kinds of liquids and choc cake. really poor ting my sweets. nonetheless, i hope u had a great twenty third sweets♥

the cutest baby there.

some of the birthday people.

♥

2009-03-10T23:36:00.000+08:00

from the depths of my heart, i'm sorry for the terrible things i've said.

♥

snow black.

2009-03-10T00:17:00.001+08:00

finally caught marley and me on Saturday. it made me cry! quite endearing cos this owner's pet had to be put to sleep after so much joy happiness and annoyance it shared with the owner as it had some tummy problem and is already quite old. reminded me of my 2 princesses. kindof envy the couple in the movie. someday, i want that kind of life too. marital bliss, kids and a pet. so very complete.

my precious sunday was totally wasted on fieldwork at pasir ris park. got roasted literally from 9am till 5 pm. now im such a blackie. felt so stressed dat i went watsons and load up on whitening products. i HATE being dark. when we first came, Dr lim already annoyed us by scolding us like 5 yrs olds just cause we didnt know some stuff abt the rock bunds. cannot be blamed right if ur method of instruction quite bad. tsktsk. lucky prof diong and goh were nice-r. we had to do insane stuff like counting grasses, limpets and barnacles. i tink the public think we r from some retarded school or something, with our red market bags filled with transect tapes that weigh a million kgs and quadrates. lunch was macs that our mac pro pearly kindly ordered and which we then had to deliver using james' car at different carpark as all of us were scattered about. lucky got james if nt pearly and me would have developed muscles and eventually die carrying $200 worth of macs meals. tink this is the worse excursion ever. pft.

today was a mixture of good and bad. let's start with bad, cos i had a fall. fell flat on my back. now my head, hands and butt hurt quite bad. lucky there was this nice guy who helped me. he even returned to checked on me and asked me a couple of questions to see that i'm really ok. thanks stranger! tink i should chuck those evil flip flops that provided no friction during rainy days. ok now the good. my tutee scored well for her science term test. 39/40. felt a sense of accomplishment really. it was so sweet of her to get me chocs. kids are that cute and sweet. now i should get back to my trillion assignments while leaving you people to see them pictures:

Check out my dark eye rings. thanks to sleepless nights doing assignments. sighs.

briefing. see the market bag? very auntie can.

see my roasted arm?

mac pro pearly taking orders. kinah & me just act pretty when we were actually damn hungry.

trying to place the transect tape only to find out it was the wrong rock bund. Its is not a longkang people.

finally, the correct bund. yes, that's d quadrate im holding.

Our "secret" spot. we hid there to escape from doing more work at the rock bunds. it was also damn hot la.

pearly & me cam whoring while kinah & hedz went down the rock bunds. kudos to them for doing the dangerous job. its was dat damn steep and has trillions of sea cockroaches. gross.

the choc ladybugs given by my tutee. so cute rite. got like a trix of them.

my tutee. and oh check out my prata face. tsk. damn oily.

her lil sister. those two have such lovely long curly hair. the kind i would like my daughter to have.

♥

catch up and what nots.

2009-02-26T00:43:00.000+08:00

updates! foremost, happy birthday sakinah dahling! finally u are as old as me (pathetic attempt cos it's only for a few months hehs)... had a very cosy picnic at west coast & makan-ed at pasta mania.

birthday girl & her fiance.
taboo-ed.
twister-ed.

what i did for v dae is like any other normal day. so do NOT ask me to elaborate.

now is the term break which doesnt really feel like a term break at all minus the extra hours i get to sleep. i do have tonnes of assignments & revision to do before the term resumes. & MS word is pissing me off badly. crashed so many times causing me to keep retyping my reports. grrrr.... i so want to go out and have fun la.

on a side note, im at the point where im not sure what i really want in life. like everthing is such a drab or basically screwed up. school is so draining. and then there is tuition. which leaves very little time for myself to even rest probably some during the weekends.

i think i want some excitement. it has been really long someone did something special for me or i feel special for that matter. even to shop for myself is a luxury. i just want to be able to not feel perpetually sad all the time. to be able to not be/feel paranoid. i know, i have disappointed most of my friends by not being able to meet them or to just be there for them. i am terribly sorry ok?

so now i stop and maybe, think about me. what i really really REALLY want cos even the very simplest thing i want is so difficult for me to get.

random pissings.

2009-02-17T00:03:00.000+08:00

so much to update but no time. how? will do very soon. promise!

alot of screwed-up days lately.

sometimes, all you really want is someone whom you really cared about, cares about you.

2009-01-27T23:39:00.000+08:00

What, really, is love?

long due.

2009-01-25T20:20:00.000+08:00

it's been ages since i last blogged. school's been so super busy. everyday got classes with no off day at all! & to top it off, the amount off work, revision as well as teaching tuition too is just so so soooo crazy. sighs. really hate one of the lecturers i got this year. she is so anal about everything. ok, being late is definitely a no-no. bt to nag & be bitchy abt it in the portal as well as making a fuss abt shifting classes & going slow during lectures just cause she went off like a super speed blullet train isnt helping. what's the point if your student cant understand? and for GOD's sake, the bio class cant really come to a compromise. please la dont bother to even try. very annoying la. am nt being stereotypical or racist, but seriously, not everyone have the same timetable. so move on people. won't kill u to attend classes even as early as 830 am as others have. mind you they stayed much much further than you or have other liabilities after that or be it the only class they have. they have no qualms & have perfectly lived fine (i.e. commute to sch etc) with their timetables up till now. (week 3 of school already la pls!). seriously, pls use that time fussing over such trivial things to thinking/doing other useful things like sch work or having fun.

this brings me to my next point. i am NOT fierce/scary/stuck up woman as some of you think i am. it is just that i don't go smiling nor talk like some lunatic all the time.i only get frustrated if people can't say what they want explicitly or waste everybody's time by going around in circles (either that or i have my splitting migraines or am pms-ing!) that seriously annoys me but doesnt make me hate you in any way & sorry if i had offended some of you out there. no intensions of that at all whatsoever.

there are many many other things that im still thinking abt but i shall not be all bitter here.

here are some pics that were long due:

1) went bowling again. my skills still sucked. sweets did his spin/curl ball ting which wasnt all that bad seeing the number of strikes. shaikh was the winner for the game.

2) Shaikh's POP-oh! he looked soooo handsome eh ( ok cant beat u. (u noe who u are. haha)).

3) more dates with the twins plus their 21st bdae (with lil bf's as well) held at a chalet.

4) went prawning at punggol. yours truly caught the most number of prawns.

5) to end this super long post. presenting to you viewers out there, my handsome, charming & sweet lil bf. taken on NYE.

till then, Happy CNY to all chinese friends out there & for the rest, do enjoy the long break.

♥♥♥

2009-01-11T00:38:00.000+08:00

i'm livid.

and i'll do anything to just feel better.

against gravity

2009-01-01T02:36:00.000+08:00

happy new year to all & happy 21st birthday shaikh!

hope this year will be a great year ahead for all.

i ended the rollercoaster whirl of 2008 with the loveliest bunch of people. shakur (lil bf), sweets, his mum, zee, her bf, wan, ana & yusof.

had a lovely dinner at newton.
took the gmax bunjee jump at clark quay. (what a way to end the year right! damn scary. but the two boys beside me, yusof & sweets screamed the loudest, while im the silent one. ok, some expletives did came out. heh heh!)
caught the lovely fireworks.

will upload pics & video soon once i get my hands on them.

my new year's resolutions?

1. be happy.
2. get better grades in school.
3. be a domestic goddess. (maybe. but im nt getting married. that's not the reason for that)
4. lose (more) weight.
5. get a part time job. (no $ by mid year. sighs)
6. the ever complex love. (hmmm)

so dreading the new term.

ok tired already. will re-edit soon.

♥♥♥

2008-12-26T02:26:00.000+08:00

very pissed.

2008-12-21T01:58:00.000+08:00

i'll remember.

♥

* more updates soon.*

bimbo day (not).

2008-12-18T01:24:00.000+08:00

please pardon me for my vain moment.

my lashes were horribly ram rod straight.

so, nazerah & me decided to try out lash perming today. it was at a good deal of $35 at Far east plaza after much surveying. we settled to get ours done at Charme. it looks sooo nice! love my lashes now.

we then did some damage to our atm cards by more shopping at Shaw House & Takashimaya. elated u bet!

going out with nazerah make me pig-ed out alot. we had lunch at Puncak. followed by cakes at Big O at Wheelock and finally hotdogs at Takashimaya. so sinful, tsk tsk. oh & the cakes at Big O were so divine! more shopping to go. thanks babe for the lovely day ♥

ugly ugly ugly!

2008-12-16T23:48:00.000+08:00

had a lovely day with the babes today. for the first time, i went to KBOX (Marina). we stayed there for so long from 3 plus to 7. crooning out hearts out. farah is the one who had the most fun. like some superstar. wriggled her bum, shake her head like some metal rockstar. seriously demented this women or someone spiked her drink or something. hot favourites were songs from spice girls, BSB, sC7, PCD and trillion more till i lost count. even pearly & lulu had a go with the malay songs that ross & hedz picked. Impressive!

lulu & me as usual not paying attention to the crooning ppl

farah loves stuffing ppl with the mixed nuts.

they sure can sing a hell lot of songs!

we got bored.

lulu & her pose. again.

don't fret. it's non-alcoholic.

check out farah's rare to be seen pout.

*more pics to upload once i get them from hedz...

then, we headed off to MINDS cafe at purvis street to play tonnes of Board games like saucy charade (v vulgar! still can remember ross doing the humping action), cluedo, pictionary, say what etc. but the most fun was Ugly dolls. seriously v violent game. it goes like snap. everyone was like so kancheong and kiasu. the food there is quite ok as well. overall, quite a fun place but just extremely noisy with all the shouting from all gamers. will definitely go there again.

♥

you win some, you lose some.

2008-12-08T00:15:00.000+08:00

sweets got into an accident today while on track at PG. thank God he is ok except for some abrasions on the shoulder, hands and giddiness. poor mami got that as a birthday gift. i hope sweets will get well pretty soon. no more PG for now. at least.

everybody have secrets. do you?

♥♥♥♥

Foo Fighters- Best of You

"I've got another confession to make, I'm your fool

Everyone's got their chains to break, holding you

Were you born to resist, or be abused?

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Are you gone and on to someone new?

I needed somewhere to hang my head, without your noose

You gave me something that I didn't have, but had no use

I was too weak to give in, too strong to lose

My heart is under arrest again, but I break loose

My head is giving me life or death, but I can't choose

I'll swear I'll never give in, I'll refuse

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Has someone taken your faith? It's real

The pain you feel?

Your trust?You must confess.

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Has someone taken your faith? Its real.

The pain you feel?

The life?

The love, you died to hear?

The hope that stops the broken hearts?

Your trust?You must confess

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

've got another confession my friend, I'm no fool

I'm getting tired of starting again, somewhere new

Were you born to resist, or be abused?

I swear I'll never give in, I'll refuse

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Has someone taken your faith? It's real.

The pain you feel?

Your trust?

You must confess

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

fuzzy pink.

2008-12-05T00:53:00.000+08:00

finally got to meet up with my mama, ana today after eons of not meeting her thanks to the exams. although it was raining heavily. we managed to meet up at bugis. with me looking like a paddington bear in an oversized sweater as i was dressed more for comfort & not for style. just one of those days i was so lazy to dress up. funny la to see a couple that was all over each other at the bus stop at bugis and next we saw them sneakily heading to hotel 81 moments after we mumbled to each other "get a room." ok, that was random. it was fun catching up on things we had missed. armed with a lappie and us being girls, we took many silly looking pics! weird isn't it how time pass so quickly when u are having fun & ana left at abt ten plus to meet her astro boy wan. more meet ups soon aite babe.

anyways, i am still confused/annoyed. (idk?) about some issues that i shall not discuss here. still wondering about certain things. should i keep on wondering & observing or should i not?

♥♥♥♥

hell hath no fury like a woman scorned.

2008-11-30T00:07:00.000+08:00

(28/11/2008)
had a drive with my sis fiance's brand new car last nite together with my brother & sister & had dinner at Al- Ameen at Bukit Timah. we then drove around town to view the christmas lights. don't you just love christmas with their magical and oh so pretty lights? we ended the night with a trip to mustafa for some late night shopping.

(29/11/2008)

went to Sitex fair today. was super packed with gizzilions of ppl and mini me get shoved and pushed around as usual. sweets got his new lappie. a toshiba protege m800 with brand new printer and other freebies thrown in. v pretty lappie i should say. imagine the ride home we had, lugging the lappie AND the printer in between us on the bike all the way back home. like horse drawn carriage la. me pulling his jacket for support. bet we violated traffic rules, happily waiting for tp to saman us or for our pic to appear in STOMP (quoted sweets, v mean ar! tsk tsk) or something. it was really embarassing. after that, we headed off to marina barrage. it was really nice. thanks sweets. love the vivid green color of the waters. too bad didnt bring camera though.

sweets new lappie. pretty right?

digressing a little.

as cliche as this could sound, a person could mean the world to you, and secretly, your little heart, hopes, just a teensy bit, sometimes the person would, too, feel as such and you could sacrifice anything and everything for that person. but sometimes being nice won't get you anywhere as people think that you have all the patience in the world to be exploited and expect the best of you maybe in terms of effort or doing things... idk? sometimes i feel like Bree Van De Kamp. i hate that feeling. However, a few simple words from you at the end of the day, did heal and bless.

i'll just wait and see...

♥♥♥♥

let your hair down.

2008-11-24T00:36:00.000+08:00

sheesh. tink my blog needs some resuscitating! it has been eons since i've last blogged thanks to exams which were totally horrible. idk why but they were out to let us get really bad grades. i rather not think about it and hope for the best.

first tings first. this is belated but Happy Birthday to my lovelies!♥ Hedzlyn, Luvena & Sindhu (in advance)! as well as all November babies including Bilal. (in case i missed out any).

hedz's surprise party at BB's CSC on 20/11/2008:

waiting for the 'Package'. yes thats the pretty pink cake.

thinking very hard as she made that wish

us!

don't you just love goodie bags?

lulu & her pressies
we also went bowling

yours truly first time at bowling. thanks to all who taught me how to bowl. managed to knock down 11 pins that night. haha. very embarassing i know.

Exams gave me such panda looking eyes & my lips looked so plumped up here. eeks!

Finally, we headed off home!

attended my lil bf graduation (21/11/2008). yes, k2 kids do have a graduation day. & it was held at NYP.

Lil bf in pink

went out with sweets on sats. shopped for abit at vivo. wanted to watch quantum of solace but all the seatings kindof sucked so we settled for Dostana instead. turns out to be a hilarious movie & bobby deol was in it! so happy la fana. hehe (:

digressing abit. today was the first time i rode a sort of scrambler. it was pretty scary i should say. but kindof fun altho i was holding on to sweets for my dear life. hehe. a ktm supermoto 690smr (zul's). got orange bits but mostly black. reminds me of some choc with orange filling. idk why. haha. but im happy as i can still hop on & off the bike which means im not tt short after all haha.

sometimes i feel so inadequate. like i don't really know what i want anymore.

but

i just know just what you are though.

2008-11-03T16:12:00.000+08:00

Love is truly a many splendid things

2008-10-28T23:33:00.001+08:00

♥ We are ONE !♥

It's been a year that we got together & two years of knowing each other this coming december. Let's just say this second relationshio is a whole new different experience for me. Something more mature & of a different level, as i had learnt from my past mistakes. I could never thank my sweets enough for ever being so patient with me. I do appreciate all the lovely things he had done for me & i never forget all that we have went through in which, in fact have brought us closer & more apt in handling issues in the future. Hope to be with you for many many more years okays sweets! ♥

Our lovely date:

we caught a hindi movie. "heroes" quite good. " (of course with bobby deol & dino morea in it. two eye candies!) but seriously, good storyline. almost made me cry. two thumbs up!

we then had lunch/dinner at swensens. followed by desserts.

and finally, the highlight of the day. we went flying. well, not literally. we went to the s'pore flyer. (be prepared for major pics puke fest)

looking out & beyond...

magenta lights. i like!

i look like an ostrich!

sweets with pseudo blue hair

Some nice views...

That's the future IR

nice background

pearly specially photoshop-ed this. cos it was kindof explicit. haha

at the gardens below the capsules.

thanks sweets for the extremely wonderful day! love you! ♥

I love thee, I love but thee. With a love that shall not die Till the sun grows cold And the stars grow old. ~ by Willam Shakespeare ~

in bloom

2008-10-24T23:10:00.000+08:00

we braved the drizzle (very drama i noe despite it only drizzling) and soldiered on with our bio trip to the botanical gardens for Plant diversity class today.

I abolutely love the flowers and their vibrant colours! Those are some that we saw.

And... this is THE Prettiest flower there. (imo).

Yup, that's my lecturer with his weird pouncing pose explaining god noes what.

saw squirrels. had to post this up as i was reminded by lulu's joke. " fana, if squirrels knocks ur head, surely, tock tock (her weird sounds) shakes head, throw one side, bad nut." - v mean ar lulu.

very sweet, romantic looking swans.

Yes, we weren't excactly paying attention.

And now for my 2 supposedly "glowing angelic" (don't roll ur eyes pearly & lulu, i noe u guys v jealous, but u guys were the ones who pointed it out anyways haha) pics as we headed off from botanics...

and off we go, damn hungry (get the picure from heds's expression?) to Ojalali's to have yummylicious but very spicy indonesian food ( till u get angelina jolie plumpy lips without the need of those plumping gloss).

then, pearly, sakinah, farah & me headed off to far east to do stuff to our hair (only pearly & me) . no pics cos it's another one of those mars attack looking ones as we were strapped to those weird looking machines. after which i was off to meet sweets♥

reminisce: sweet nothings

2008-10-21T19:28:00.000+08:00

Exam's fast approaching and i hope it will end pretty soon. Decided to upload some old pics that heds sent me (we went baking at her place last hols, amongst many other things... can't wait for hols to faster2 come, please!) :

Pre baking frenzy- sakinah looks puffy cos of wisdom tooth extraction at that time

Very Serious Bakers ar (Oh yaar, we were making some choc cheesecake that was extremely gooooood!) & i look like an ant from A Bug's Life.

Ok. for now back to doing ASSignments and burying ourselves in books till we drop dead studying. Yup, yours truly here looking like a fat lion from Madagascar.

♥

nightrace

2008-10-19T00:07:00.000+08:00

Sweets, ab (sweets' fren) & me went for shasha's (ab's & sweet's fren) open house today & then we headed off to mustafa's for some ear plugs which ab needed to get for his sepang trip tomorrow. we were then clueless as to where to head off next so we decided for a ride around town. it was pretty cool. we rode around marina, cityhall & town. At town there were some annoying mats who wanted to race against us. ahaha. they don't know my sweets is a racer. eventually we were in the lead & the mats made a left turn. losers. we then sped off to kallang, his place to collect my stuff before heading off to my place.today was at a record speed of 137 km/h. the fastest ever. it was heart thumping & mind blowing! i like! Rossi, Stoner or whoever that is the best in motoGP eat ur heart out! haha :P

♥ Our speed machine ♥

Pardon for the lack of visual fest

want to be on top?

2008-10-17T14:25:00.000+08:00

our lab session was cancelled at the very very very last minute. very pissed...but nonetheless hope the speak -like -a -bullet- train lecturer, Prof Diong, will get well soon, "okays?"

moving on....

so what did we girls ended up doing? we headed off to heds lovely home to supposedly study but instead cam whored with my lappie's web cam. super funny... enjoy!

still sane

& beautiful...

then we got pretty crazy

this pic is dedicated to lulu luv. (compare to pic below.haha.)

notice the similarities?

thanks heds for inviting us over to ur lovely home & for the delish food. love all of u babes ! ♥

farah's 21st

2008-10-15T00:40:00.000+08:00

farah's 21st was a cosy affair. we had a belated celebratory makan at swensens. she was so cute la. hoping for pressie throughout the day. glad the birthday girl loved her pressies (: not many pics as they were pretty unglam and orgasmic looking thanks to the very divine desserts we had. take a load or rather a look at them!

trying to make hand signs of 21 ( lulu adding 2 and heds adding another 2, a grand total of 2212, damn old farah now, haha)

wad happen yusof?

wers lulu?

wers yusof?
urgh! enough already with the missing people!!

The food finally came....

chilli-fied

Then the desserts arrived...

the orgasmic, divine brownie.

ladies with choc covered cherries

The obligatory pressie giving & birthday song singing...

farah makes her wish. see the lovely writing on the card? *hehe by yours truly (:*

farah's " i love my pressie" look.

♥ ♥